Hope so

Considering the pursuit of happiness that everyone on this planet seems to be so eager to follow, there are two essential principles one must always keep in mind:

First: go your own way and keep walking. Don't stop and don't look back.

Second: always remember to leave some explosives by the bridges you crossed. Detonate them once you're within a safe distance from the blast radius. You may keep some debris as a souvenir.

I'm doing it. I'm finally and ultimately doing it. Leaving. Going away. Breaking free. Can't believe it will actually happen. But it will. It most certainly will.

By autumn, I will have left this city. My past lies here and soon it shall never be anything else but past. Sounds quite pathetic to you? It is quite pathetic. It will even get more pathetic, 'cause I'm that kind of mood right now.

I'm breaking my chains! Crack! - there goes the first. Crack - there the second. Hear it? See it? Crack! Crack! Crack! You get the idea.

Anyway, I'm looking forward to a most promising future. Promising because it's empty. But not shallow. Like a huge white sheet of paper that's waiting to be filled with words and images. And by autumn, I'll get a pencil and a lot of different colors.

I got "Guild Wars", by the way. No need to mention it's awesome. I indeed chose a combination of ranger and elementalist which actually DOES rock quite a lot. The graphics are superb, the gameplay's fluid and even does partially succeed in diverting me from the kind of thoughts that kept me awake to write a few of those entries down there. It's awesome!

I'm going to bed now whatsoever.

It'll all be over. New horizons. I'm going to lock the thoughts away and sneak past them when I'm finally leaving. The next morning they'll wonder where the fuck I've gone. I'll advise my parents not to tell them my new address and everything should turn out just fine.

Terrific.

Sleep tight,
Aeneador